Missing Him

Well, my last post in this place talks about how I found a new guy. A new person to love… What an irresistable feeling. I don’t really know when it started.. but I just.. suddenly found him inside my heart and my mind. Seems like he totally replaced the old guy that I used to talk about in this blog. He just stole my attention in a snap. I never really noticed him.. but then.. now that I do.. I also noticed my feelings for him…

Each and everyday… my feelings just get stronger and stronger for him.. I wish I could tell him how I feel… but.. I just can’t.. because.. I don’t think he can also do the same for me… Right now… I don’t really want anything back from him… I just want him to be by my side… and then I’ll be satisfied.

I swear… if someone shoots me with a gun now.. I can just die smiling. Ha.. I wonder when’s the day that I can finally tell him .. “I like you so much. Can you stay beside me… ? Because just staying beside me is already enough for me.. to fill the empty spaces in my heart. I’ve been longing… to be with you..”…