How Can She Be So Unfair?

Yes–she’s our captain. She’s my friend too.

But I can not believe how she’s being so unreasonable. I know I still have a lot to learn. I would have felt frustrated too if my squad had no skills at all. But I’d like to remind her that partly the reason why we joined the squad is to improve our skills.

I don’t know why she expects so much out of me when she knows that I haven’t receive formal training in gymnastics. And besides, learning stunts doesn’t take a day. They take DAYS.

I still like her as a friend. But she’s starting to come off as an impatient captain for me. She’s a great person, but it sucks how she’s so impatient. As if it’s our fault that we are “rookies”.

Even if we weren’t the chosen ones, whoever they chose will still end up as a “rookie”.

Well I’m sorry if I suck. I’m sorry if I only decide to train at this age. I’M SORRY. I’M SORRY. I’M SORRY.

But I find it so unfair, cause I’ve been such an understanding friend to her. Can’t she spare me a little? Can’t she be a little more considerate? Cause even when she bosses me around I still allow it… I can not believe this day!

UGH!!!

Tomorrow is game day. Will I be able to do the right hand cartwheel? f*ck.